Saturday, June 15, 2013

I am at Peace

(sorry for the delay, bloggers have been out of town, away from computers)
Pamilya! 
 
Oh how full my heart is as I write today!  I don't think I have been so happy in my life.  I have reflected on 'what if I didn't serve a mission', and that thought simply breaks my heart!  The more time I am a missionary, the more I realize how the Lord has prepared me for this.  I have seen my spiritual gifts develop so much, I have built wonderful relationships with the people in my zone, and I worked harder than ever before.  This past Sunday I had the opportunity to watch the video of David A. Bednar's "Character of Christ" devotional at the MTC on Christmas of 2011.  That talk changed my life.  I have tried finding it online with my limited resources at the MTC, but it is no where to be found!  (your job: find that talk, read it, and send it to me to re-read!) Literally, that talk teaches about how to simply forget about yourself, turn outward to others, and live as Christ did.  I have made a big effort to follow these teachings this week.  And sure enough, I have found myself more uplifted, happier, and at peace.  If we but take the time to see the others around us for who they really are, what they really need, and how we can assist them, then you will go straight to heaven!  Jokelang (just joking)!  But seriously, that is the point of our mortal lives, to live as Christ did and return with Him after this life!  Ahhhh I just love Jesus ok.
 
Secondly, Happy Fathers Day!  I hope all my brothers-in-law enjoy this great holiday of watching your wives and munchkins do stuff for you.  To my father, thank you for e v e r y t h i n g.  You are they best!  You are an amazing example in my life and I look up to you more than you know.  Expect an AWESOME letter on Monday (sorry I sent it yesterday...)
 
WELCOME TO THE WORLD BABY DARREN PETER JARDINE!  I am a little disappointed you weren't named after me, pero, oklang.  I love you so much already and your mommy is sure a trooper for birthing you naturally!  Congrats Jardine family, the pictures of him are beautiful!  Can't wait to meet him when he a toddler... Psych!  Love you already Darr Bear.
 
This week we went to the stinkin Marriot Center at BYU for devotional!  Yep, all 2500 missionaries crossed the street at University Parkway... what a sight.  It was kinda embarrassing.  Nakakahiya!  lol Perrrrro, it was cool!  I am getting real pumped for the prophet to come!  Gahhhh!  Missionaries are the best! 
 
Tagalog is coming along.  I am so grateful that I am really catching onto the language.  My only problem is memorizing and remembering it... hahaha Tagolog is such a mutt language.  It is Tagolog, English, and Spanish all mixed together.  It is so weird.  But I love it!  My brain is pretty fried, but I've gotta just keep chugging along. 
 
My companions are awesome.  So get this, this week I took Sister Mafi to her dentist appointment again.  The doctor called us in and right as we are about to walk through the doorway, the power goes out!  Creepy sign right?  It was bizarre.  So we waited.  And waited.  Then we decided to leave the dark room and go sit in the hallway by the window to read.  Then this woman came and was talking to us and said, "No need to fear, the sister missionaries are here!"  I laughed but didn't really care about the power and didn't think too much to pray or anything.  Then a little bit later the power came back on!  But little did I know Sister Mafi tapped me and said, "I hadn't even finished my prayer and the power came back on..."  Our jaws dropped and we started laughing.  WHY IS SHE SO AWESOME?!  Like hello!  My kasama is a Tongan Spiritual Giant!  Love her to death.
 
I am not gonna lie, being ina trio for companions is hard.  Trying to balance all of our personalities and desires is hard.  But we have been working hard to find unity!  We are improving all the time.
 
I am seriously so sad that three districts are leaving me.  I am grown so close to them.  I don't know why, but the Philippine districts are the coolest, funniest, most spiritual, and greatest districts around.  I LOVE THEM ALL! 
 
Keep using Dear Elder, it is simply the greatest when I see a letter or Dear Elder sitting on my desk!  Mahal ko kayo at ingat po!
 
Sister Waldrom
Mosiah 7:33
 




Mosiah 7:33

Hello, I am a missionary


 
So fam.  GET THIS.
There is a world wide broadcast on June 23rd, with only the PROPHET, FIRST PRESIDENCY, AND THE TWELVE APOSTLES.  This will take place in the marriot center ar byu, and guess who will be singing in the choir for these fine men, ME!  I GET TO SING IN THE CHOIR!!!  Hello, I absolutely despise singing, buuuuut, this is an opportunity that cannot be passed up!  I am so stinkin excited!  I actually did choir this past week to see Dayna, and it was actually kinda fun... but I didn't really just say that.
 
So Cady... WHEN IS MY NEPHEW GOING TO ENTER THIS WORLD!?!  I am so stinkin excited for you and your family!  Dear elder me ASAP when he comes! 
Lauren- I am bugged I couldn't see you when you were a mile from me.  But THANK YOU for the package.  It sure was a lovely surprise with Tristan's beautiful art.  <3
Em- Ok, what was up with your blank letter?  I talked to Mark and we were both VERY confused.... I may have cried from laughing at how bizarre it was. 
Ali- How is Uganda?!  I want to hear everything!  Dear Elder me your adventures when you get the chance!
Mom- I am proud that you survived Girls Camp.  And I appreciate you representing me with my awesome cat shirt.
Dad- Thanks for the NBA update.  I wear my suns shirt a lot to gym and what not and about 3 people say something to me every time I wear it.  Suns for life!  Even though we stink, the suns always win my heart. 
 
Today we were talking about our families, and I got to thinking, I seriously do not know why I was so blessed.  I began thinking of each of my sisters.  You are all so amazing!  You each bring so much to our family.  With living four years at home without you living there sometimes made you all seem so distant.  But you reall are not!  How lucky I am so know and be related to older women than I who have such awesome personalities, live amazing lives, and care so much about their dinky 19 year old sister.  You are all so great.  Thanks for being here for me!  But not to mention my awesome parents!  You two are more than I could ask for.  I have learned so much and you both have truly molded me into who I am today.  Love you all!  (and I know that is a blessing from God that I am still not homesick... in the least bit... sorry)
 
You have all asked about my days, so here goes one on average:
 
6:30 Wake up
7:00 be in classroom
7:30 Breakfast with Zone
8:00 class
11:00 personal study (fav. time)
12:10 lunch
1:00 Language study
2:30 Computer language program
3:30 GYM TIME BABY!  (I love gym time, I run 2 miles everyday and do ab and leg workouts.  I sweat my brains out and love not being cooped up in class hahaha)
5:10 Dinner
6:00 Class
9:00 plan
10:30 sleeeeeeeep
 
The days are long but the weeks are fast.  I love them.  By the end of the week, my brain is fried, but it is nice having P-day on Saturday cause it is kind of like a weekend.  This week we had a special adventure.  I went with my companion, Sister Mafi, to the dentist (I dont remember if I told you this is her first time away from Tonga)!  It sure was an exciting time.  We got to get in a car, drive a mile away, and be gone for an hour!  Yay!  It was sooooo weird driving by BYU since this is around the time that I was coming up for the first time for summer term last year... who would have ever thought I would be in the MTC now... But it sure was fun going with her to the dentist!  She has to get two root canals this week... poor thing!  The dentist in Tinga put the wrong fillings in her teeth!  I feel so bad for her!  I have grown real close with Sister Mafi.  She is so funny!  She can be very quiet, especially compared to some Tongans.  But fun story, all her Polynesian friends come in our room at night.  5 of them at one time were eating cup of noodles... it was the best/strangest thing of my life, I had to snap a pic.  They literally make me laugh so hard!!! Every night one sister comes into our room with some thing new from the free box (there are "free boxes" in every hallway where missionaries put stuff they dont want in there for others to take).  One night she came in with the tie from a bath robe and wore it as head band, the next night she came in with this weird hippo thing, then she came in with american flags on her head, and then she came in with a doo rag... what?! I love all my new Tongan, Samoan, Fijiian, etc. friends!  They are sucha grand time and make my experience here that much better.
 
On Wednesday there was a record number of incoming missionaries: 967!!!  Dang.  The work is truly progressing!!!
 
This week I have learned so much.  I appreciate all the love, support, letters, and packages from you all!  It sure brightens my day!  But I find myself always making new goals for myself.  Not only with the language (where goals are daily), but for me as a person.  My goal right now is to not have a relationship with God when I need Him, but to always have one at all times.  I have committed to walk with Christ.  Always having Him with me.  Not only when I am struggling or need help.  He always wants to be by my side, and now I am making sure He is always there.  I encourage the same goal to the rest of you.  Do you walk with Christ?  Do you use his guidance only when you need it?  We will be judged for our desires, whether they be righteous or not.  Desire to live like Christ and desire to live with Christ.  He has always been there for you and for me, now let's be there for Him. 
 
I have learned so much Tagalog this week it is nuts.  I love this language.  Sometimes I think, Can I really do this?  This is so hard.  What am I doing?!  But then I think about it, and truly, this is the perfect mission for me.  I know this language will take time, but I know with prayer, dilligence, and hard work, I can master it.  Sometimes the Pilippinas seem so different and scary, but I know that God has prepared the people to be taught.  And He has prepared me to teach them.  But overall, this mission is not about me.  I am performing the work of the Lord for Him.  I have come to know that this is not some study abroad, this is about people and their lives!  I want to be the messenger who tells the everyone that Christ's church has been restored!  He has a plan!  There is a purpose to this life!  God loves you and wants you to be happy!  I am no where near being the perfect missionary, but I am sure trying my best. 
 
Anyways, I love YOU ALL!  I miss seeing your faces and hearing your laughs, but I will be back before you know it!  Keep staying awesome.  Oh and rememeber, God loves you! lol
 
Mahal ko kayo,
Sister Waldrom
Elder McKellar and Sister Waldrom

Morgans study area

Sister Mafi from Tonga
Morgans companion
 

Saturday, June 1, 2013

OH HOW I LOVE YOU ALL!

Email overload... I think I had like 25 emails in my inbox!  Way to go!! I love seeing whats going on in the outside world of the MTC.  And I will try to email back as best I can cause I only have 60 minutes on the computer, which may sound like a lot, but you'd be surprised by how long this process takes. 

 Ali, I forgot you are in Africa... What?  How are your gorilla friends?!  Print out pics and send them to me so I can admire them for hours. LOL

 I saw MarkyMark Mckellar like 30 mins after he arrived! And a few times since. EVERYONE!  Send him some love.  I think it he is just a little homesick, heck, he graduated 6 days before he came here!  I couldn't even do that!  Love that kid.

 I met a kid from Phoenix... we were both so surprised!  He is going to Madagascar and he was way cool.  He went to Moon Valley but I thought that was way cool to meet a fellow Phoenician. 

 This week has been pretty great.  Not gonna lie, there have been multiple frustrating moments, but I find myself grateful for them.  They teach me how to move over the bumps in the road and how to react in the most Christlike way.  The language is a struggle.  It just doesn't make sense sometimes.  Why would any founding fathers force a society to memorize tons of root words for each verb conjugation cause you definitely are not allowed to mix them up!  Dumb!  But I love Tagalog. It is a beautiful and amazing language.  It requires a lot of patience though because I just want to be fluent already. 

My word of the day for you all: nakakapagakabagabag- disturbing..........
Why are tagalog words so long and confusing?  I have no idea. But I kinda love it. 

Devotionals.  They are amazing.  Sunday we had an amazing talk from Stephen B. Allen from the missionary department.  It is simply amazing how inspired our leaders are.  He comforted me in so many ways and answered so many of my prayers and questions.  But I loved Tuesday's devotional even more.  We had W. Craig Zwick from the quorum of the 70 come speak.  Oh my goodness.  It was so amazing.  He spoke on Christlike attributes which is what I have been studying in Preach My Gospel.  His lesson on becoming more christlike:
1. Start with the end in mind
2. strong desire and commitment
3. willingness and discipline to work hard
4. prepare for challenges
5. structural and spiritual integrity
6. total dedication to the lord

If we can follow these steps in living a Christlike life, then you will surely live an admirable life.  I encourage everyone reading this to go read chapter 6 in Preach My Gospel.  And look for an attribute that you would like to become more of.  I am working on diligence. I love this amazing quote which is what I am currently working on.

“I have often said one of the greatest secrets of missionary work is work! If a missionary works, he will get the Spirit; if he gets the Spirit, he will teach by the Spirit; and if he teaches by the Spirit, he will touch the hearts of the people and he will be happy. There will be no homesickness, no worrying about families, for all time and talents and interests are centered on the work of the ministry. Work, work, work—there is no satisfactory substitute, especially in missionary work.”–President Ezra Taft Benson
Also some another cool lesson on why we should not get discouraged.  Courage means heart spirit.  Dis means God of the Underworld.  So moral of the story, dont give your courage to the adversary!  Never be discouraged, God is always on your side!   

Ok but really, theMTC is great.  I am learning so much on how to be a missionary of God.  I am not doing this for anyone but the Lord and His children who he has prepared to hear His word.  It is amazing to think that God is preparing people in San Pablo RIGHT NOW for me to teach.  I already love them so much.  They are getting ready to hear the best message they will ever receive.  That message is that there is a Heavenly Father who loves you.  He has a plan and a purpose for you.  He has a gospel that has been restored on this Earth.  I may not be the best teacher, but I am working ever so diligently to be one. 

I love you all and am praying for you!  All is well here, and I hope you all have a great weekend! 

Sister Waldrom

Saturday, May 25, 2013

I AM ALIVE!!


This is Ali posting Morgan's letters, feel free to email her at morgan.waldrom@myldsmail.net


Mabuhi pamilya! 
Kumusta po kayo?!?!  Masaya po!!  (How are you?  I am happy/excited!)  So Saturdays are my preparation days!  I get to go to the temple in a few hours and right after I send this email it is this glorious thing called nap time.  YAYAYAY.  I am exhausted.  I love the MTC sososososo much.  One of my teachers gave a great example of the MTC experience with two arrows.  One arrow goes at a straight incline which is what many think the MTC is like, just gets better.  But the other arrow goes up in a squigly line incline.  This is the true experience, I keep getting so excited and then I kinda panic in my mind.  It always goes back and forth.  I am amazed by how this is such a roller coaster!  Everything is so jam packed and fast but I guess I wouldn't want it any other way!  Seriously, Tagalog.  Hello best language ever!  Many times I think to myself, is it possible to change my mission call to something English speaking because life would be so much easier cayuse I would nail those lessons!  But I wouldn't change my call for the world. or that is what I have to keep telling myself. 
Ok, but lets start from the beginning.  The MTC is a less awkward and lame EFY.  Which as the family know, I hated EFY.  Mostly for the chessy dumb stuff, but the classes were always my favorite.  But on Wednesday Adam and Tiffany took me on a wonderful picnic on a beautiful day in provo and dropped me off at the mtc.  Thank you so much Vail Fam, it was such a good time hanging out with you!  And then I had an awesome sister Host who was going to Ukraine Russian Speaking.  She helped me get my nametags and my residence.  I dropped my stuff off and then went straight to class where Brother Roxas was speaking straight Tagalog.  It was very different but I picked up the language pretty quickly.  Basically the rest of the day was orientation kind of stuff.  Oh wait!  My kasamas!  Sister Hellewell is from Idaho and Sister Mafi is from Tonga!  I have two cause I am special... but Sister Mafi's first name is sooooo coooool. Famalama!!!!! I love them both already with all my heart.  My district is also so great!  There is not a person that I don't feel comfortable with!  What a blessing. Wednesday night we met our sister training coordinators and zone leaders.  Mom and Dad, remember how I mentioned I had a friend going to the Philippines a couple weeks before me, well he is my zone leader!  It was nice to see Elder Allman's familiar face. 
So basically my time is taken up by class, personal study, language study, gym time (which I use my time very wisely, I am already sore) and eating.  The cafeteria is the same as the Cannon center at BYU which is not always my fav, so I expect to be shedding the pounds with this small appetite of mine and exercising!  We met our branch presidency on Thurs night and President Anderson seems so great.  We have to prepare a 3-5 min talk every Sunday, Dangit.  But his councilors are wonderful.  I was interviewed by one of the councilors and they asked all the missionaries if they left a boy or girl at home!  How weird is that?!  I just thought it was so funny.  And they took serious notes on what each of said.  My district makes me smile a lot.  At first everyone was a little stiff.  I kind lossened up fast cause I noticed how tense everyone was... (WAIT a missionary just walked into the computer lab wearing a fleese vest with kittens all over it!  I love the mtc.)  But I think once I started saying my weird comments people started getting really funny too.  We have a tongan elder in my disrict and he is pretty funny.  Oh and my district leader makes the BEST facial expressions.  You have no idea how those little things get you through these long days (so far).  My companions now joke a lot and have fun together. 
Cool story.  Sister Mafi bore her testimony at our branch presidency meeting, this is her first time in the US, and she talked about how her mom was really ill when she left for America.  But when she called her mom right before she went into the MTC she said she was feeling so much better and already saw the blessings to their family because Sister Mafi was serving.  Oh how I love her.  I love all the Polynesians in my Zone and surrounding classes.  There are so many going to the Philippines.  They are so strong in the gospel and all know how to make people smile and laugh.  What an amazing quality to have. 
Ok, so this has been the worst/funniest part of the MTC.  We taught our first lesson in Tagalog last night.  Ummmmmmmmmmm.  We thought we were prepared.  We forgot an opening prayer, pounded through what we had prepared, and then he asked us questions where A. we did not know what he was saying, and B. we did not know how to answer.  Sooo that was a problem.  I was scrambling through my books and notes hardcore.  Yikes.  We tried to teach him the atonement but that was HINDI MABUTI!  (no good) So we are going back tonight with a lesson on prophets and how our church is different.  The major problem is that we know phrases and vocab but we have no grammar or structure which makes it 10 times more difficult.  I know that each lesson should get better, but not going to lie, that was a little discouraging.  But I haven't forgotten Hinckley's quote of "Dont get discouraged, things will work out."  I am praying to let my cares go and focus on the language.  My prayers are growing to be stronger and better, but I know I still have a lot of improving.  I have already adjusted to the lifestyle of not letting any minute go used unwisely... which is not how I lived before, right Mom?  I was queen of procrastinating.  The mission is already changing me!  hahaha
But I know this email is lame cause I dont really have amazing expierences of teaching others yet, but just wait, that will happen in 6 weeks.  I already have a great love for our investigator, but I hope he doesn't hate me cause I can't communicate very well.  But here is my testimony in Tagalog:  Alam ko po na ang simbahan ni Jesucristo ng mga Banal sa mga Huling Araw.  Alam ko po na totoo po ang ebanhelyo.  Maghalaga po ang Panalangin.  Perkepto po ang Diyos.  Buhay po ang Tagapagligtas.  Nagbayad-sala po si Jesucristo para sa mga kasalanan natin.  Go stick that in Google Translate. 
I miss you all, but honestly I am not homesick at all.  I think fondly of it and my family, but it has not been a struggle yet, thankfully.  Please email and send me updates on life!  Oh and way to represent Waldrom fam with 3 letters on my first day!  Whoop whoop!  Mahal Kita!!!!! 
Sister Waldrom

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

See you in 18 months!

"Your purpose as a missionary is to "Invite others to come unto Christ by helping them receive the restored gospel through faith in the Lord Jesus Christ and His Atonement, repentance, baptism, receiving the gift of the Holy Ghost, and enduring to the end" (Preach My Gospel, 1)"

AND I AM READY!

Monday, May 20, 2013

Farewell Talk


On Sunday May 19, 2013 I spoke in my ward sacrament meeting and gave the following talk!  Feel free to read...

It was an average day for most people in the world on Saturday, October 6, 2012 at around 10 o’clock in the morning.  Whether it was sleeping in, working in the yard, or playing in a soccer game, however it definitely was not an average day for me.  Little did I know that going over to my friend’s sister’s house would be the location that my whole life would change.  I remember waiting at my friend’s car who was running late and then hurrying over to her sister’s house to watch the Saturday morning session of General Conference.  For those who may not know what General Conference is, it is a live internationally broadcasted church meeting with the leaders of our church.  I was excited with my notebook and pen in hand to eat some eggs and bacon and listen to the prophet’s voice.  As we walked into the house a couple minutes late we sat down as our prophet, President Thomas S. Monson, walked up to the podium and made the following statement, “we have given consideration to the age at which a young woman might serve [a mission]. Today I am pleased to announce that able, worthy young women who have the desire to serve may be recommended for missionary service beginning at age 19, instead of age 21.”  As he was speaking those words, my jaw dropped and my eyes watered.  The church had changed the age of missionary service from 21 to 19 for women.  I turned to my friend and we both said at the same time, “I am going.”  The spirit had immediately confirmed in our hearts that this is what we were to do at this point in our lives.  In that moment we knew we should go and now each of us both have our calls.  As the first 19 year old sister missionary from the Mountain View ward to leave, with many more to come, I have been asked to speak on missionary work today.  For those who may not be aware, missions are a significant part of the LDS faith.  The Apostle Paul taught in Second Thessalonians 2 that the second coming of Christ would not come until there was “a falling away first” (v3).  In the book of Acts it speaks of a “Restoration of all things” (3:19-21), this Restoration took place in 1830 and the Gospel was restored to the earth through the Prophet Joseph Smith.  Ever since the time of Joseph Smith we have been known as a missionary Church and we send out missionaries across the world as unpaid volunteers to teach the message of the Christ and his atonement for either a year and a half for women or two years for men. After Christ’s Resurrection, the Lord commanded His disciples to “go … and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost,” as stated in Matthew 28:19. In fulfillment of this command, able young men and women are called to prepare spiritually, physically, and emotionally to serve as full-time missionaries.  Their purpose is to invite all people unto Christ.  We knock on doors, talk to people on the street, and find people who desire to hear the message of the gospel and the joy it will bring to them.  It is prophecy from Christ that His gospel is to reach every corner of the World, and as missionaries, it is our responsibility to make that happen.  Members of the church who desire to serve a mission must go through a detailed application process, which includes interviews with the Bishop and Stake President.  Part of the application process is also receiving a medical clearance that you are fit to serve a mission.  Missionary work is both spiritually and physically demanding.  It is important to meet with the Bishop and Stake President as they interview the applicant to make sure they are worthy to become a representative of Christ and take upon the calling of being a missionary.  Once that is completed, the application is sent to the church headquarters, where an apostle will assign the missionary to their mission.  Elder Rasband of the Quorum of the Seventy told his experience in the priesthood session of General Conference when he observed President Eyring assign mission calls.  He explained how before assigning any mission calls, they began with a prayer “to know “perfectly” where the missionaries should be assigned.”  When the leaders of the church make these assignments, they do not send people based on where they think they should go or where they need more missionaries, but they are in tune with the spirit and direction from the Lord and assign calls based on where the Lord wants them to go.  A mission call is a divine blessing and a personalized letter stating your mission and it’s details is mailed to every newly called missionary.  Since being called to the Philippines San Pablo mission, I have been called to learn the Tagalog language.  I will report to the Missionary Training Center in Provo, Utah this Wednesday to study and learn the language for 6 weeks. Following that I will go to the Philippines and begin working as a missionary to invite others to come unto Christ by helping them receive the restored gospel through faith in Jesus Christ.  Mission calls are so special and I am so grateful for my mission call, and I know without a doubt that this mission is the exact place where the Lord wants me to serve His children.  I am also very grateful to be apart of this new influx of missionaries.  As I mentioned before, in October, the church changed the age standards for missionary service from age 21 to 19 for women and 19 to 18 for men.  I am grateful for this opportunity because in my own personal life, it could not be better timing to serve a mission.  I have one year of college under my belt, experience living on my own, and have not begun any serious life ventures.  I am at a perfect point where I am ready to devote my time and energy to serving my Savior and sharing His message of his life, the plan of salvation, and how families can be together forever with those who have not heard it yet.  With this new inflow of missionaries, there will be many more in each mission.  The number of missionaries has substantially increased.  In the Arizona missions alone, there were 3000 serving and soon there will be nearly 5000.  With this many missionaries in our area, it is important that the ward members help them to find people who may desire to learn more about the church.  The job of missionaries have grown more difficult because they are expected to teach more people in a smaller area; with the help of the ward members giving them referrals, their abundance will be lighter.  It is our responsibility to help the missionaries serving in our ward to know anyone and everyone who wants to hear the message of the church.  I am so excited about my calling to be a sister missionary to perform my sacred duty as Joseph Smith said, “After all that has been said, the greatest and most important duty is to preach the Gospel.”  Missionary work is so important to me because I want to share the joy this gospel brings me.  The Church of Jesus Christ has brought me comfort, insight, and answers.  It has taught me that I can pray to a Heavenly Father for my needs and concerns and I have a Savior who I can thank for the opportunity to repent of my sins and be forgiven of them.  I have received confirmation of what the purpose of life is and why I am here on this earth.  I have received answers to my questions and concerns about the many questions all of us have about the world.  The gospel of Jesus Christ is true!  One of my favorite aspects of the gospel that ties into missionary work is the atonement.  Missionary work is so special because we are sharing how His atonement has given the world the opportunity to have eternal life.  Jeffrey R. Holland made the great point by saying, “Missionary work is not easy because salvation is not a cheap experience.  Salvation was never easy.  We are the Church of Jesus Christ, this is the truth, He is our eternal head. Why would we believe, why would we think that it would be easy for us when it was never ever easy for Him?”  Christ’s atonement should be a very meaningful reason as to why one would serve a mission.  Because of the atonement, every single person on this earth has the opportunity to be able to have eternal life.  But to have this privilege, it will not be an easy path.  This past semester while in my New Testament class at BYU, my professor explained more details of Christ’s crucifixion than many may comprehend.  Just sitting in that class while he explained the gruesome details that I had never understood made tears come to every student’s eyes.  Missionary work is allowing the atonement to be used.  We cannot let such a special gift to the world go to waste.  I want to show my respect for the Savior by sharing His message after all the pain and agony he suffered for God’s children.  Throughout all the rejection, confusion, and pain I may experience while serving, I know that looking to Christ and having the knowledge that he has experienced everything I have been through is a blessing to help me continue.  Elder Holland also said, “As missionaries we are proud to say we are Disciples of Christ, and we are, but… that means you must prepare to walk something of the path he walked.  To feel something of the pain he felt.”  Missions are not necessarily all fun and games, they are a time to work hard to teach people of a different culture what you know to be true no matter if they accept it or not.  I also desire to serve a mission because I have been personally converted to the gospel.  Understanding the gospel does require formal education, it merely requires faith.  It does not matter how learned or prestigious a person is, it takes their willingness to understand and desire to obey gospel principles thus allowing them to be converted.  Brigham Young, the second prophet of church, has an amazing story of how came to learn of the LDS faith.  He was attending a meeting where testimonies of the gospel were being shared, and the testimony that impressed him so strongly came from a simple and unimpressive man with a very humble, yet strong, testimony of how he knew the gospel was true.  Brigham Young said this of his experience, “when I saw a man without eloquence or talents for public speaking, who could only say, ‘I know by the power of the Holy Ghost that the Book of Mormon is true, that Joseph Smith is a Prophet of the Lord,’ the Holy Ghost proceeding from that individual illuminated my understanding, and a light, glory, and immortality were before me. I was encircled by them, filled with them, and I knew for myself that the testimony of the man was true.”  I am grateful that the people I will teach in the Philippines will learn to love the message of Christ’s gospel on their own with the guidance and the sweetness of the Holy Ghost and will come to love it on their own.  Missionaries are simply the liaison in the relationship of the person and the Christ.  We are simply the messengers to share with them the glad message that the Savior lives and wants us to return to live with Him.  I know that missionary work is called of God.  I am prepared to be His servant as stated in 1 Nephi 3:7 in the Book of Mormon, “I will go and do the things which the Lord hath commanded.”  Similarly, I decided to have a quote that will help guide me these next 18 months abroad, “Do not work for God, but work with Him,” as stated by Brad Wilcox.  I know that each of us, if we humble ourselves to hear the promptings of the spirit and pray to our Heavenly Father, can come to the knowledge for yourself if this gospel is true.  I have prayed and fasted to receive an answer of if was the true church, and it is.  I, like Joseph Smith, have seen truthfulness in other churches, but what sets our church apart is we have another Testament of Christ, called the Book of Mormon, which is a true and additional book of scripture from Ancient prophets of Christ.  I am tremendously grateful to become a representative of Christ to share his message with the Filipino people. {end with testimony}